Kampus, Ngampus, Mampus.

Woilah, Astaghfirullahaladzim, Subhanallah.
Uni. Uni. Uni.
do you know how hard it is to go through uni life )= still in my first semester, but i'm already dying. lol okay LEBAAAAYYY DAAAAAVVVV.
i have this two "awesome" lecturer. first, my western art history lecturer. he likes to question life. dia salah jurusan. seharusnya filsafat :( nyasar di dkv. #patah #hati
yesterday, he talked about the battle between theist vs. atheist and we were all like "wtf does this thing got to do with the fucking subject you lovely huggable prick." <- trying to sound nice.
weeks before that, this was what he said "kita berada di dalam dunia atau dunia berada di dalam fikiran kita? ya, pertanyaan itu takkan terjawab." uhhh okay. pretty confusing. but we love him? why? because he's less boring. he doesn't make me sleepy. AT ALL. he's awesomeeeee :D
my second awsum lecturer award goes to my drawing teacher. he taught us about this 1.618 thingy. AAANNNDDD he likes to give us mind-blowing facts. PLUSSSSS he likes to bring math into the subject HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHASSHOLE:'( but we love him because he's SOOOO GOOD at drawing lines and shit it makes us drool. and he has a great teaching method. well, inti dari lesson dia kmrn sih hidup = 1.618, if you wanna know, google it.
so. i don't have a third award so yeah. here are some pics of me and moi lovelies in class.

(aziz,fiqar,naufal,davia)

(tasya,davia,irfan)

(vincent,aldi,davia)

(davin,davia. double dav!)

(walaupun salah fokus, tetep cakep yea.)

(aldi,davia)

HEHEHEHEEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEH okay that's probably it.

asdfghjklove,

Davia.

Pulang - Float

Dan lalu... 
Rasa itu tak mungkin lagi kini 
Tersimpan di hati 
Bawa aku pulang
Bersamamu 

Dan lalu... 
Air mata tak mungkin lagi kini 
Bicara tentang rasa 
Bawa aku pulang
Segera 

Jelajahi waktu 
Ke tempat berteduh hati kala biru 

Dan lalu... 
Sekitarku tak mungkin lagi kini 
Meringankan lara 
Bawa aku pulang
Segera 

Dan lalu... 
O, langkahku tak lagi jauh kini 
Memudar biruku 
Jangan lagi pulang 
Jangan lagi datang 
Jangan lagi pulang, rindu 
Pergi jauh! 

Dan lalu... 
Dan lalu...

"cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away..."

Uni Life

lol curhat mulu lo dav tentang uni life lo.
Okay so. here's a little something about my uni life.
if i had to describe my uni life in one word; it would be. FUN. if i could add another word, it would be SUPER. which would make it SUPER FUN. ha ha ha. i'm currently in that stage where i am enjoying every second of my life. no matter how hard i have to do in college. no matter how stressing it gets when the assignments just won't stop.
i am loving it.
it's nothing really. it's just the people that i'm with that brings so much joy and less tears. none, to be exact. or not yet.
SOOOOO YESTERDAY. me and my buddies went to mall @ alam sutera to get something to eat. so as usual, we took pics. and vids.
it's always best eating with them.
here are some of the pics.

on my left (the skinny dude) is my duo. his name is davin. so we're both called dav. yay us!

after that, we all went to fun world. me ory and sheila played on a swing thingy but they didn't really enjoy the ride so i had to beg the other guys to accompany me on another one. i forgot what the ride was called. but it's a four people ride and it looked like a bike. we have to swing it until it spins to 360 degrees. YEP. THREE HUNDRED AND SIXTY. i repeat. 360.

here's a little part of the 3 mins vid. (fyi, fiqar and davin are the ones on the left. i'm on the right one, with aldi :P) me and aldi were surprisingly good at it.

after the awesome ride, we all went to the doll thingy booth. we kinda had to do stuff to win the doll. pretty hard stuff.

ME. I, Thaniya Rizki Davia, won the first doll. And fiqar, the second one.

we only won two :( but it was super fun as well.

the one on the left is the one i won. the name's geje. and the one on the right is gaspol.

they're now officially our class mascot. yay!

here's a pic of all of us together with geje and gaspol.

oh and here's an extra pic of me being bullied :(

i know i suit the piggy look. but let's all pretend that i don't, ok.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH that's probably all, though. i am very, very looking forward on posting about a great day with all of them.

here's a big warm hug from me to all of you. love y'all.

asdfghjklove,

Davia.

Eighteen

hi guys. now that i finally have the time to blog, i am going to post about my eighteenth birthday yesterdaay. woop! who knew that this birthday would turn out better than okay? this year's birthday turned out incredible! although i might have lost a couple of super important people along the way. everything turned out fine.
thank you, Andre Suhendra for being first on saying happy birthday. and then ricky, it was a very warming surprise that you remembered and waited until 00:00 to say happy birthday! ( i mean it) although Andre was first cause he kind of lined me at 23:55 lol sorry :))
Daniel Jee!!!! ({}) thank you for being the third. i know you woke up at 12 on purpose but ended up waking at 00:20. still, i am flattered that you remember daaayyysss before i even turn eighteen.
fourth surprisingly goes to kak Gregah, kak Yudha, kak Purnama. yep. they're all the same dude. stay awesome ya kak! :D
and the fifth goes to......Sheila. my uni buddy! thanks, girl!
before class i received some kind of voice note from my love, Tasya. I JUST LOVEEE HER VOICE OKAY. thank youuuu!!!
so whut happened dav? me and my uni friends went to get some pizza after class. he he he he he it was super fun. here's a picture.

there were more, of course.

the mas mas and mbak mbak were so nice they all wished me a happy birthday and gave me two chocolate cake or whatever as a bitrthday gift. thank you so much!! 

after the pizza. some decided to go to summarecon mall serpong because we love timezone + fiqar wanted to take his laptop he serviced a week ago.

so we did.

that's Aldi next to me. (you'll hear more about him soon). and thaaat's me weareing fiqar's hat. i took it off because people started staring.

after me, Ory, Fiqar, Aldy, Irfan, Dhika, Naufal, Davin got to the timezone, mom called. she told me to come home. asap. because we're going to go out and have dinner. MY birthday dinner. imagine how full i was, okay.

so i went back, of course. 

at home, i received a very nice surprise from pap. a jeans shirt i wanted from giordano. yay! makasih pa! i love you.

so we all went to Teraskota. bea was still on her way with kak tiffy.

AAANNNNDDDD GUESS WHO WAS WITH HER WHEN SHE ARRIVED?

REZA AND WILDAN. i was like,

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. MY BABIESSSS:"O

i missed them sosososososososososososo much. and it was super nice to have them there. i love you both so much:")

they were bald ahahahaahaahahah *BEARHUG*

they brought gifts as well :'( made me want to cry when i opened them. 

bya and kak tiff brought something as well! HERE IT IS

THE ONE WITH THE BANANA FLAVOR IS MY FAV!!

after that, we all went to the cinema and saw you're next.

aaannnddd i received a line from aldi, saying that before the day changes, he wanted to surprise me.

so i asked him about the surprise. he was the one who seemed surprised because he thought that i already figured out what it was. and he told me to check my phone notes. so i did HAHA. and this is what i found.

it isn't much of a big deal but thank you. that note kept me smiling during the movie for a while!

and he said that "yay your first birthday with us and i have already surprised you!" :))) ahahahahahahah nice one okay.

i received a pink teddy bear and buzz lightyear from reza and wildan. reza told me that the name of the doll is babyboo (my nick for him) so whenever i miss him, i can just give that doll a hug. of course i went teary afterwards, and hugged the doll to sleep. i love them both so much :(

but it's sad that i didn't get to see my high school girls, junior high school buddies (dinda tisa tia angga andhika bimo fio) i miss them all so much as well.

but this year's birthday was quite unpredictable and i honestly expected less.

OHYA. i received a gift (late gift) from my lovely sister today.

BADUMMM...TSSSS...

WACOM BAMBOO.

fave gift after the last year's macbook pro. he he

i am so thankful to have all of you.

my special thanks goes to my sissy, bya. her boyf, kak tiff. ma, pa, big aunty, reza, idan, & 01PCU. 

bye!

asdfghjklove,

Davia.

Pissed.

please do not take the post title literally. ever.
why dav? why. why are you pissed. or who are you pissed at right now? well. the only person i'm pissed at is me. why. because i HAD to cancel today's plan with my lovely high school girls :(
i can't even fucking eat.
i also didn't attend saturday's class.
i was ready though, i took a bath and stuff already but NOOOO. i had to feel fucked up and throw myself back into bed and feel like shit. again.
and uni life pisses me of as well. who would've thought that being in uni would suck balls. i mean. THE SHIT I HAVE TO DO RTVBLESTRDFUIOJKPSDRTFYUGHIJOKFUGIH
oh but here's something that doesn't pisses me off. IT'S ALMOST OCTOBER WHICH MEANSSSS BADUM TSSSS.....MOI BIRTHDAY YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY.
hehehehe it's going to be my eighteenth :( not so excited though. because i'm not that sure whether this year would be as special as the years before. no shit.

hehehehehe i think i should probably get some more rest now.
bye!

asdfghjklove,
davia.

What I've been Up To.

Hi, i was hoping to post something cheery today but....no:( davia's ill. very ill. i had to skip college today because i kinda threw up three times yesterday. it. was. terrible!!
the doctor said i was probably exhausted. yep. i probably am.
so i got accepted at HIMDKV! (seksi acara) YIPEE! :D not everyone got accepted so i kinda deserve a pat on the back for this one he he he. they first asked me to create a creative cv...so i did. wasn't so satisfied about the result. but did my best anyway. so here's my creative cv....BADUMM TSSSS....

please don't mind my fugly face. trying to look natural.

aaaannndddd i was scheduled for an interview a couple of days after. 

got accepted a few days after that hihihihihi

i have been working on Bunga's seventeen birthday party banner! she promised to invite me as a VIP guest so i said yes! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA:P here's how the banner turned out to be like...

i am feeling a lot better today, i'm super happy that i'm able to tend class tomorrow :D because tomorrow's drawing class and i'm very excited about it yay! ohya i kinda made a video today. i guess i got a little too bored....

oh ya. i went to pim on tuesday and watched insidious chapt. 2 (for the second time) but this time, i watched it with my college friends. yayyy. 

i went there with Tasya <3, Tisha <3, Ory <3, Aldi, Fiqar, Andy, Immanuel, Davin, Bagus, Irfan...annnddd i think thats it. we took this super cheesy photo at a super cheesy photo booth in fun world lol :))

it was super fuuuunnnn! 

maybe that's it. i'm not really up to doing anything lately but i am going to meet my high school babies on sundaaayyy!! can't waaaiiiit :* i miss them so much. although i don't really miss cibubur ;( hehehehehehehehehe the traffic's cuhrazzzyy over there.

GTG! GOTTA REST!

peace love and gawl, okay? buhbye.

asdfghjklove,

Davia!

unpredictable.

what dav? what's so unpredictable? well. everything, i guess.
i mean, the fact that we started out as strangers, became friends, lovers and ended up as strangers again. isn't that the most unpredictable thing?

waktu itu di rumah rona, nom baru ulangtahun. ngga jauh ulang taunnya sama rona.

hadiah pertama buat nom, eddy.

nggak sih namanya sebenernya teddy. tapi t-nya ketutupan ketek mulu. jadi namanya eddy.

disana, pas mau pulang, pertama kalinya dipeluk nom :-)

ada yang tau salah gue? salah gue adalah i tend to remember the stuffs i should forget. and forget the stuffs i should remember. kayak...pelajaran. ngga, gue ngga bisa inget itu. sial.

kenapa davia malah post foto sama nom? foto udah lama, lagi. 

karena kangen masa itu. masa dimana gue nggak tau, atau lebih tepatnya nggak nebak, kalo akhirnya bakal kayak gini.

masa dimana gue cuma bisa mikir "jalanin dulu, maybe he's the right guy for me" masa dimana pemikiran itu gue anggap benar, bukan salah. masa dimana gue bakal check hape, dan senyum dapet kabar dari nom. 

masa dimana gue bakal ngumpul sama temen-temen cewek, dan ngebanggain nom di depan mereka.

masa dimana gue yakin, kalo nothing could ever go wrong.

masa dimana gue salah.

gue lagi belajar nggak egois. karena nom sudah punya orang yang disayang, tapi bukan gue.

gue lagi belajar nerima kalo gue yang dulu spesial udah nggak ada apa-apanya lagi di hadepan dia.

gue lagi belajar ikhlas, kalo ternyata dia emang bukan buat gue.

susah sih, banget. tapi namanya juga usaha :)) haha.

sekarang rasanya kayak kecekek lagi, tapi, gue nggak mau nangis. sesakit apapun. gue nggak mau nangis. selega apapun jadinya setelah nangis, gue tetep nggak mau.

i dreamed of him yesterday. it felt so real, that when i woke up, i almost broke down.

i was very, very disappointed about that dream being only a dream.

pas bangun rasanya marah. sama keadaan. kenapa mimpi. KENAPAAAA-_______- kenapa nggak beneran. rasanya kayak beneran banget. tapi kenapa malah mimpi doang. nggak adil. nggak adil, nggak adil. kesel. kesel. kesel.

enoughlah dav. i keep telling myself that it's time to leave those feelings behind. tapi ngga bisa. susah. adanya, ketemu pohon dikit, inget "ih dulu di sekolah banyak pohon trs pernah duduk bawah pohon deket parkiran motor sama nom"

hujan dikit "ih dulu pernah naik motor gerimis sama nom"

apa aja. yang nggak nyambung sekalipun. 

lama-lama jadi kayak makin nggak adil. tapi bisa apa? bisa gilaaaa-_______-

ohya, dua hari ini susah tidur. tidurnya diatas jam 2 trs :( dan alhasil dianter mama ke kampus soalnya badan panas dan kepala pusing. ngenes bgtkan D: kesel deh. lemah banget abisan.

sekarang malah diajak nonton jam 9...yaudahlah. daripada pusing, jadi bego. ya emang gapernah pinter sih tapi kan tapi...

ehya, gue janji. post seletah post ini, semuanya bakal post ceria.

janji.

nggak bakal nyebut nama nom lagi :-) nggak enak.

jangan sakit ya nom, kalo ada senior bandel tabrak aja pake ninja hijaumu itu :P:*

kalo sakit, pas mau bobo minum obat, dan kalau kebangun tengah malem, pastiin ada air putih sama obat. jadi diminumin lagi, insyaAllah bangun-bangun benerannya badan udah enakan. itu resep dari alm. kakeku :o 

yasudahlah, dadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh :D selamat ya nom, longlast. see ya when i see ya.

asdfghjklove,

davia.