Welcome Loki! ....I mean Ozil!!

HAAAIIII OMG I'M SO EXCITEDDDDDD. OZIL IS NOW OFFICIALLY A GUNNER!!! ASDFGHJKTRDYHAFJSBNKZXFUKYWJABKSNM<ZXNKSDZX HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH EAT THAT MAN UTD FANS :-) OZIL PREFERS USSSSSS. I AM DONE WITH MULUT MULUT CABE ALL OF YOU YA ;-( YOU GUYS ARE MEEEAAAANNNNN!!! EAT THAT ROBIN VAN KENTUT COY EAT HIM EAT HIM.
kbye sorry.

asdfghjklove,
DAVIA.

It's The Littlest Things In Life That Matters, Really.

Hi. i'm so happy that i'm now able to blog anytime i want. hihihihihi :)
today, i am going to talk about some things, that you might think lame. like...going out with your family. i know, that some of you has a date.
and you love him/her very much. but here's a cute tip, bring him/her with you. yes. BRING THAT PERSON WITH YOU.
i have always enjoyed being with my family + nom because from that i can see us as a family. and it makes me want to smile. lol ok stop with the nom he's no longer here :'o
yesterday, i went to the puncak. with ma, pa, bya and kak tiffy. :( i was a lone though. i should've brought someone. huhuhu. but i have no one to bring.
but it was still a happy day! :D yay me for surviving the days alooooneee♥
i have some pics coming (of course. hihihihi) bought an Arsenal tee. a super cute one with some of the player's faces on it. hehehehe :p
at first, we went there to find out whether there's a sunflower garden or not. but TADAA, no. ma convinced all of us that there IS a sunflower garden but noooo :( it kind of broke my heart. so we went to bumi aki to have lunch instead :))
it was a nice meal. HAHA, of course. bumi aki has the best satay. at least for me.
here's a pic of me at bumi aki. before lunch~

after that we left to take a pic on a...i don't know how you call it really. but the view was alright. kind of nice. and chilly. hihihihihi here's a pict of me and what i wore. you can't really see it but you'll get the idea.

we didn't take long. so we headed straight to a tea garden. and there was horses. so ma and pa decided that it would be a good idea for me, bya and kak tiffy to ride on em. HEHEHEHEHEHE ZUPER. here's a video of me on the horse :( mine's called ashilla.

it was supposed to be a half hour trip but i just couldn't stand seating on that horse :( my butt hurts like crap. so we ended the horse trip. and took pictures at the tea garden instead. yay us.

after that we went straight home.

well. not straight home, because we stopped by pasar modern bsd to have sate padang. YUM.

oh ya, have i told you guys this before, me and my family are thinking about buying a golden retriever puppy. you know, just to guard the house. because my house is in the middle of no where and it might get a little creepy at night hihihihihihi. maybe next time i'll post about a tour around the house! :)

see ya soon people.

asdfghjklove,

Davia.

Yay Uni!

HHAAAIIIII yesyesyesyes. i am now an official visual communication design student. how ahwsum is dattt?!?!?! woot!!!! choo choo motherfuckerrrrr!!! ciat ciat ciat okay now stop.
are you guys exciteddddd on what i'm going to write here? :0 no? okay :( you mean piece of shit. jk. keep reading....
i am going to show off.
yes.
show. the. fuck. off.
"emang apa yang bisa lo pamerin hah? jing!"
waaaaiiiiittt for iiiitttt.... *drum rolls*
MY DOODLESSSSSS ayey!
the number one rule on reading this post is NO JUDGING. okay? if you have nothing nice to say then don't say anything at all :-( unless it's a good critic. not like "ew you're bad you picked the wrong major" or stuff :( okay so here we go.

i've always wanted one of those kool vw kombis. in tosca :( 

snow white is my least favorite disney princess. so i decided to draw her. i don't know why i'm saying this but like i told you before, no judging.

and yep that's a leg. it's only a leg so no need to judge on that one either.

yes, that's nyan. say hi. haaaiii. guys, i drew all of the pictures myself ok? when i first posted that nyan pict some people literally asked me whether i was lying that i drew nyan or not. or did i only do the coloring. NOOOOOO ASDGHJDKSAIUWHJNKDNJKS why would i lieee about stuff like that :(

yes, that's gaga. and i know her nose is all weird and shit but if lord voldemort crosses your mind, please be kind enough and leave him out of this. it's sad enough that he's bald, noseless and evil. no need to make things worse by comparing him to my attempt on drawing gaga. merci.

her hair's supposed to be all galactic and stuff but it didn't really turn out as expected so yeah whatevs.

dear happiness, come to mama. come come. come here. come come. *apazeh

:-( <- her.

i didn't mean to make her look confused. but she did. so i added the question marks around her. why? to make it look fun, i guess-_- HAHA

and thaaat's probably all.

if you guys are interested with my drawings and actually wants to keep track on what i drawwww, you guys can follow my instagram. it's trdavia. and if you ever want me to follow you back, i will. i follow back. as long as you leave a comment on ANY photo, okay? you can be like "haaaaiiii i read your blog. so follow back." orrrr just "hai. followback. you're awesome" lol no forget the awesome :$ 

ONE MORE THING. i am now back with bangs. YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY.

here's me with my new ahwsum bangs..

hehehehehehehehehehehe oooh my god look at the time :O it's 10:43! i really got to go.

SEE YA WHEN I SEE YAAAA :)

asdfghjklove,

davia!

My Comfy Space

Hi so i honestly don't know what to post right now so i am going to show all of you my new room! yay! yay! had fun decorating it. i have always wanted a room designed by myself hihihihihi thank you ma for making it happen!

here's my comfy escape.













(click to enlarge hihi)

and here's a close up pict of where i keep myself busy and do shit.

ANDDDD here's something new. i am addicted. to wine. cocktails and whatsoever. i am in lafffff. too in laffff :0 HIHIHIHIHI just sayin'.
buhbye.


asdfghjklove,
Davia.

Yay!

I can't believe i'm saying this but....I AM BLOGGING FROM MY PHONE AGAAAAIIIINNNN!
Why dav? Why are you happy about it?
Um good question.
Lol no. I'm happy because my phone's finally back! It's been at the service place for over a month and all i had was my blackberry. Which was no fun at all. Except the fact that o could chat with yodi. He's nice! He makes everything laughable hihi
So hihihi i am so glad that you're home my oh dear sweet lovely phone. I know you kinda suck sometimes. Hehe just kiddin'. It's not hard to be in love with iPhone 5, that's why a lot people do (ceritanya ngutip dari website-nya apple. Intinya gitulah)
I've been quite busy lately. So it's hard for me to actually find the time to sit nicely and blog. Not to mention i still don't have wifi at home. I keep forgetting to remind mom to take care of it. I need wifi:( like asap! So it's like ba'da subuh and i haven't slept. I really need to get some sleep. Today's the last day of fasting btw. So just in case i won't be able to post in time, eid mubarak everyone! Ciao!

Asdfghjklove,
Davia.

So I Guess I’ll See You Soon? (:

Hi guys. It’s been ages eh? :0 my god I miss this blog. As usual, I am going to ask all of you to check out the title of the post, and guess what today’s post’s about ;p

I’m going to talk about a guy, I have loved since I was about fifteen. I know you guys know who i am referring to.

Nom.

I know it’s always been a “bye hi” sort of thing between me and him and I am not going to lie, I am pretty sad to say that this time, it's actually a “hi bye” kind of thing. The point is, we parted. And this time, for good. It’s been a month or so and I am surprisingly okay.

I mean, Alhamdulillah I’m okay again. July 20^th was one of the worst day I ever had to face in my seventeen years of life.

Silly me, I thought we’d actually be together forever.

No, I didn’t ask for the break up. He was the one with the idea. And that idea made me hardly eat for weeks!

I wasn’t okay. I was a mess. I was the messiest I could possibly be.

He said he no longer felt the same.

I still did.

So I cried my days away. I cried and cried and cried. I prayed and begged God to take it all away, the pain, the memories, everything. I wished for the World to stop spinning, for the sun to stop revolving, for the clock to stop clicking, for my heart to stop beating. I wished for everything, anything to stop my heart from breaking.

And one day I just knew. I finally knew what to do. It felt weird though, but good.

That day I learned that no matter how much I have lost, There are things that i just can't have back. Because no man is rich enough to buy his past. Sad, but very very true.

I finally realize that i HAD to move on and that one day, he’s going to wake up knowing that he let me go. He let someone who loved him with all she had gone.

And me? I am going to wake up feeling thankful that he let me go. Why? Because he didn’t love me enough, and I know someone out there will.

I can’t say that I have forgotten about him. That would be a lie. Because I still dream about him. About happy things, really. I dreamed about being together again, about us getting married and so. Alhamdulillah I am no longer in tears. And the dreams? The dreams are beautiful.

Have I stopped loving him? (: no. true love doesn’t have an expiry date but still, people change. Hearts grow stronger, and memories get forgotten.

I know years from now I’ll be like “oh yes I loved him, but I’m okay because I have someone new that treats me better, loves me better and understands me better.”

So here’s something for you, nom. (even though I’m not sure that you’ll actually read my blog hihi)

I love you. And I wish you the best of everything. What we had was beautiful. And real…well I’m not so sure about you but at least what I had to you was real, legit, authentic, and strong. I might no longer look for you anymore, but I still think of you. When I listen to the songs we used to sing or listen together, when I pass by the places we used to visit, when I watch happy love movies, etc. I still think about you. a lot. But I am okay. So you, should be better. I won’t be mean and say things like “lol dickhead I didn’t leave, you fucking let me go” or something like that because I know that when you left, you had a good reason to. I just hope that that reason’s worth it. Worth what we had. Because we had everything. We used to be so happy. I’m not sure what changed but that’s how love works, eh? In a mysterious, melancholy way. And you know lightnings don’t strike the same place twice, nom. You might find someone worse than me. Or you might find someone better than me. But please do know that that someone will never be “me”. No one’s me enough for you to have the same love twice. And the same thing works for me. I might find someone worse, or better. But that someone will never be you enough to make me feel the exact same way I felt about you. I might be less in love, or more in love. Just never in the same dose.

I’m sorry that I promised to wait, broke that promise and woke up finding that my love stopped. It didn’t go. It just stopped. It stayed there. Because when you left you didn’t only take a part of my heart with you, you literally took a part of me as well. Don’t give it back. You can have it hihi.

I wish I could give you my last warmest hug and my last sweetest kiss. But wouldn’t that mean goodbye? =) let’s not forget about what we had and just be happy about what we have now okay? Now that you understand (if you don’t please do try your best to.)

In the right time, and in the right place, I guess I’ll see you again? Soon? ♥

Asdfghjlove,

Davia.

Hasil UN

Gaaiiiisss:"(:"( dengar dengar
GUE LULUS. Ea ea ea. dan...jengjeng nilai gue no. 3 tertinggi dikelas. Ok emg cuma dikelas tapi gapapalah :"3 ihihihihihik. Gue bersyukur banget Allah maha pemberi. Pas UN gue udah mau nangis,  gue sering bgt jd hampir satu2nya yg ehm "gatembus". Dan gue desperate bgt. Banyak yg gbs gue kerjain:-( tapi Alhamdulillah. Allah loves me. Hasilnya emang tergolong biasa aja tapi bisa bikin senyum :D etapi gue emg suka senyum gt sih jd hasilnya gmnpun kayaknya bakal nyengir. Eh lg gabisa deng soalnya gusi gue lg penuh jaitan gt dan tiap senyum jaitannya kyk ketarik dan itu sakit gais :") yaudah deh gaenak banget ngepost via phone gini apalagi aipon kecil2 touchscreen wkwkwkwk itu azzah sih gais! See ya the next time i see ya.

Asdfghjklove,
Dav.