i love you bubu.

please

never have i imagined myself writing these three words in my 25 years of existence.

but i want to die.

So umm, Ramadan Kareem?

how is it eid al fitr already omgomgomg

IT'S CUHRAZY HOW FAST THINGS CAN CHANGE IN A YEAR LIKE HOW YA ALLAH HOW

here's some highlights:

- udah di kantor ke empat dalam umur yang belum genap 23.

- masih di pelukan orang yang sama (asik bgt dav bahasanya)

- lost a couple of friends, gained better ones.

- evolved from a two faced bitch into a 56473749938 faced bitch i'm not even kidding

- tidak kaya kaya juga despite salary yg naik HOW COME WTF

- belum juga jadi influencer (mulai patah semangat)

- lost some kilos and of course, gained them back

- punya gelar S.Sn

ah sudahlah, tadinya dikira bisa ngebacot kok gue malah jadi speechless ya. UNTIL NEXT TIME BLOG I SWEAR I MISS WRITING HERE





asdfghjklove,

dav.

22, mulai dilema.

Sumpah, aseli, oh my god. (masih lebay, maafin.) udah berapa lama gue ngga nulis disini!? walaupun nggak akan ada yang kangen because ngga ada yg baca isokay. gue berharap beberapa tahun lagi gue bisa senyum2 baca postingan random ini.
gue lagi terdampar di salah satu tempat roti panggang di bsd, yang sering banget gue datengin karena mereka punya roti milo yg enaaaak bgt. lebay lg. beberapa temen gue bilang b aja sih cuma gue suka bgt. sedikit cerita tentang hidup gue nih ya, sekarang gue kerja sebagai graphic designer buat lovidovi.co.id, jadi itu tuh flower marketplace gitu, dan lengkap banget, kalo mau cari bunga dari yang murah sama muahal juga ada disitu. bukan perusahaan besar, i know. but i have found a new family there and i am very grateful for that. awalnya gue cuma magang sih, magang wajib gitu 3 bulan, dan ownernya (bang sonny) nawarin gue lanjut. awalnya gue ragu ragu tai gitu asli. tapi setelah dibujuk (ciaelah pengen banget dav?) akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk lanjut kerja disana sambil ngerjain tugas akhir gue. Hamdallah sekarang udah sarjana gue gengs! tinggal nunggu wisuda aja nih 6 desember :p

Nah, karena gue pengen banget nih baca baca lagi gatau kapan ini blog, gue mau cerita sedikit tentang lovelife gue. HAHA. percaya ngga percaya, tanggal 9 desember bln depan nih, gue 7 tahun menghabiskan quota gue, amarah gue, air mata gue, dag dig dug gue, sama orang yang sama. bapak ricky chandra. Subhanallah pak, mobil aja maksimal nyicil 5 tahun (ketauan nyicil lu dav. asli ngga bohong, salah satu pencapaian gue terdahsyat nih, nyicil mobil bareng bea! hahaha). nah, di umur segini gue mulai dilema nih, pengen nikah muda tapi kok ngeri ya berdua belum mapan mapan amat. gue lagi, gaji ya, patut disyukuri sekali, tapi gue sih merasa belum cukup. buat kebutuhan gue aja kadang masih mepet banget, gimana kebutuhan berumah tangga. disaat orang orang target nikahnya makin tua guys (jadi kayak dari nikah muda jadi nikah sedeng ke nikah tua) gue sama ricky maju terus nih kalo keselebet ngobrolin. dari 29 ke 28 dan kemarin 25/26 (bedua takut gagal nikah nanti kalo kelamaan pacarannya. bego, i know.) ya sebenernya yakin ngga yakin, kalo soal sayang mah dari awal sampe sekarang ngga ngurang tu rasa sayang gue. cuma gue takut ditengah perjalanan ada hal kayak faktor lingkungan yang bikin masalah. kan sedih gengs, masa hampir 1 dasawarsa jagain, ngelonin, sama manjain jodoh orang. ngeri ngeri gimana gitu gue bayanginnya. ya, ya Allah davia tau ngga sopan doa lewat postingan blog tapi kalo boleh milih, semoga jodohnya rickchan aja ya Allah, Aamiin.

A lot has happened, ngga kerasa banget. Kakak gue, si Bea, udah bergelar master sekarang (iya, masih 23 umurnya.). banyak juga pelajaran yang gue dapet, kayak, family by blood bukan berarti by heart. karena seluruh umat manusia berasal dari tulang rusuk Nabi yang sama ngga ada salahnya ya gue lebih memihak pada family by choice. Gue juga makin kesini makin merasa gue ngga lucu, ngelawak aja kadang langsung menghumpat diri sendiri dalem hati. Allah, ngga lucu bgt gue. (long pause, gue bingung mau cerita apalagi.)

oh iya,
mau cerita rada sedih juga. dalam jangka beberapa tahun ini, banyak banget temen gue yang udah ngga ada. aseli, ini yang paling pait sih. rasanya kayak di gamparin bolak balik, di sadarin kalau kita semua itu bakal balik ke asalnya. dan ngga ada yang tau kapan. :( ini sedih bgt gue nulisnya aja pengen nangis banget, karena semua orang yang udah diambil itu baik baik dan lucu lucu banget, ya, mungkin surga butuh pelawak pelawak baru ya. biar makin asik aja gitu disana, di rekrut deh orang orang koplak.

karena gue tetiba sedih, gue selesain sampe disini dulu ya (anti klimaks klimaks club, maap.)


asdfghjklove,
dubby.

"because sometimes, when we grow older, we also grow apart.."

i hope we don't.

Out now to light up your days!

HALO!
gue sama bea dan ricky ada new project nih. (ASIK) kagak kagak. dagang.
jual korek merk cricket dengan design ANTI mainstream. yang nggak akan lo temuin di mini market mini market (ciaelah) tapi serius.

pattern ada di kita bisa dipilih gitu. kalau mau custom sih sementara ini minimal 20 :( (huhu maafkan, next time dicoba untuk buka preorder kalau sudah ramai pembeli) tapi tenang, custom tuh bisa pake kepala lo,
kepala temen lo, bokapnyokap lo, pak rt dll. bisa beda beda juga 20 gambarnya. TAPI, harus sekaligus 20. satuannya 10 ribu aja kok. jadi kalau mau custom bisa ajak temen temen lo buat barengan! nih contoh yang udah jadi baru dua sih.

bisa add line nabiyameida kalo mau tau lebih lanjut (bukan line gue.)

lucu parah si.

bukan karena dagangan sendiri. tapi gue emang serius.

INI.LUCU.BANGET.

maaf numpang promosi.

pokoknya. jual korek.

luvluv

why are you fading away?

The how(s) in life

Hi guys! i have been waiting for a moment like this yay finally home befor 10 pm with nothing to planned.
ugh this is actually the best kind of saturdayssss, if only i could have nom a company.

so...
belakangan ini gue lagi suka dengerin lagu Adele yang Hello. pasti udah denger dong ya dan parah ngga sih, setelah lama ngga keliatan, pas balik, entah vocalnya emang makin kuat gitu atau itu lagu cocok banget sama tipikal suara dia!! BELUM LAGI YAALLAH JADI CANTIK BGT.
anywaysssss, lagunya ngena bangetsih lyricnya.
ya ngga personally gitu sih karena gue ngga pernah nyesel yang segitunya. hehe Alhamdulillah, masih ditemani dengan orang yang sama dan Alhamdulillah masih romantis aja. WKWK PAMER NIH DAV.

bukan itu yang mau gue bahas. i actually have something in mind thats been bugging me.
did you guys know, that most people fall out of love for the same reasons they fell in it?
gue baru baru ini sempet baca semacam komen di tumblr gitu sih dan jujur tulisan dia bikin gue mikir. how?
how could it be possible? falling out of love for the same reasons that we fell in it?


so their lover's one track mind is now immaturity,
their spontaneity becomes reckless and irresponsible,
their stubbornness that used to be cute? has become refusal to compromise.

i dont know, the thought that i can become ugly to someone who once thought all the stars were in my eyes just scares the shit out of me.

i mean, how?
what happened?
what could have gone so wrong that it could turn someone's smile 180 degrees?
someone's laugh into screams?
someone's love into hatred?

how about the memories? the days they went through together? the ups and downs? the plans they made? the promises? the warm hugs? the slow kisses? the silly tingly feeling? the butterflies? the songs sang along together in long car rides?

the fuck happened to those?

out of all the questions, i am only able to answer one. "will i ever be ready, when that day comes to me?"

holy hell no. i guess i'll never be ready.

skwad

Putri Mayzara, Thaniya Rizki Davia, Megarini Bungawalie, Nadia Mahendrati, Tisha Hasanah, Diva Aisyah

this post is dedicated to Dinda.

i just want you to know how thankful i am to have a bestfriend i know i can always count on.

please know that i always have your back, 

and i know you'll always have mine as well.

happy birthday, love.

see you soon :)

it's amazing how hard it is to fall asleep in bed at night, but i can instantly fall asleep when i'm wrapped in your arms.

i think i just miss you.

i can't wait to be spending the rest of my days giggling at your stupid random jokes, 

and nights eating big box together (bcuz qta anaknya PHD abis)

i love you chan. and i just miss you.

every second of the day, i guess.

PUTAPUTAPUTAPUTA

HIIIIIIIII!

It's been months since my last post eh?
well i have this good legitimate reason not to post.
why dav?
BECUZ BLOGGER KEEPS ON TRANSLATING MY POSTSSSSSS:(

i sound like one uneducated fucker
GRAAAAAAAAHHHH hijo de puta!
like, seriously, blogger.com, you HIJO DE PUTAAAAAA!!!!!

hi there,  i know for sure that you don't read my bog (i'd be surprised if you even know about my blog.) but you are the reason behind my smiles lately, and i am so thankful for that.

thank you for making me giggle day & night.
thank you for being so helpful with my assignments,
and most of all,
thank you for caring and giving me the attention that i didn't receive.





i think i like you.

so um...hi?

it's been ages since my last post.
i'm sorry that the only time i have to write something is when i'm stuck while doing an assignment that's due tomorrow. i really have to stop procrastinating. :(

soooo, i can't believe it's 2015 already :O i remember looking forward and thinking "oh wow. 2015's still a loooong way to go" and now it's here.
it's just here.

if you guys are wondering about what i'm up to right now....
well right now, i'm in bed. listening to Ed Sheeran's Thinking out loud (me and nom's current otw song hehe) i'm in the middle of making an exact copy of Time Magazine.
my mom's next door, lying sick bcs she wouldn't eat on time and kept watching korean dramas till 6 a.m (i'm not even kidding...)

it's amazing that me and ricky's still on the same page. after all these years, we finally had to take it to the next level. it's been agesss since our last fight :) it's almost unbelievable how love wins at most situations. like, when i feel like shouting right onto his face, i just don't.
we've been through quite a lot. and, we're going to through a darn lot more, but i am now finally confident to say that "i think we're gonna do just fine this time" ;)

because i'm bored, and i need shit to post. i will post tips on how to move on. i know i'm not a love expert or something but i've been through shit i don't wanna go through again and i hope it might help. so ya okay.



bye.

Perginya percaya dan kembalinya beri.

ok that's one absurd post title.
ever heard of this quote? "lie once and all your truths become questionable"???
yep. wen't through that a lot and this time, it finally hit me. so. the good news is, my boyfriend lied more than once, that his truth now becomes questionable.
when others, only get once chance. aren't i such a darling? :)

sooooooo. today i went out with nom. we actually wanted to go to MTA but we got stuck in the basement. yep. THE BASEMENT. looking for a parking spot. so we decided to go to CP instead. took us almost 30 mins to get out :( ergh. it was terrible! just like pim on satnights.
we ate superrrrrr much. at red bean today. too much, that when we were on our way back, nom had to stop by a toilet by the highway:p
we weren't really on our way back, though. we had to pick beri up. yep. beri.
Maya's cat, Quinn, didn't like him so much, so she decided to give him back.
waited til 8:40 at poins square :P and THEN, we drove back home. that's it! here's som pics!

makasih traktiran makannya hari ini, nom! yeeha.

although today ended with soooo much disappointment, i was happy.

thank you! :)

asdfghjklove,

dabbyh.

Beri

hi, so we're giving away beri. yes. our cat. to my friend, maya. 

i'm so heart broken right now.

although it's weird that i cannot cry.

it's a good thing that i know Beri will be in Good hands :( it still tears me up, though.

:( :( :( seeing his cute little face and paws.

it makes me want to cry. but i just can't.

i'm sorry beri, that i once sort of hit you :( because you were naughty. what do you know? you're just a cat.

i'm sorry that we locked you in a cage for two whole days bcs you stink like a dead rat :( we should've showered you instead, as soon as we can.

but you know we love you.

we hugged you

played with you

carried you out and played

you know we're going to remember you as the friendliest cat we've ever had. and i hope Maya loves you waaaaaaaaay more. way way way more.

beri jangan bandel ya dirumah baru.

davia sayang beri.

asdfghjklove,

dabby.

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yeaaay! hanggini just started following goofydaisy! merci love!

Eid Post

EID MUBARAK GUYSSS!
Taqabbalallahu minna wa minkum (:
soooooooo,
a lot happened during the weeks,
i've been wanting to go to this super cute place located riiight in front of summarecon mall serpong. it's called The Container. well, the place is on the second level of the building and it has container sticking out of it (with tables inside them yay)
sooooo, i finally went there with bya and her friends (kak cau and kak ainun, plus, uthie, kak cau's lil sissy). the place was nice and comfy (but do visit on the afternoon because i cannot imagine being inside the container with super big windows without curtains on a sunny daaay)
so the serve steaks and pastas and sandwiches. the food costed okay, had big portions, aaaand, tasted nice! yep! i have definitely considered re-visiting with bya.
here's some pics i took of the place:

anywaaaayyyyys,

my grades are finally out! i was sort of surprised bcs my so-called ipk ACTUALLY increased from 3.3 to 3.4! yipeeeee! now that i finally feel okay i can go on a holiday without feeling bad about my grades!

me and my girls are going to singapore next month. i'm super excited, it's my first time going abroad without my ma pa and sis :p but me and bya are saving to go to Korea hehe yep just the two of us! how exciting and thrilling at the same time, right??

so how was your Eid Al-Fitr?

mine was nice, although Eid Al-Fitr this year didn't feel as special as the ones before. idk why.

oh and i also have this wonderful newsss! goofydaisy finally reached

YEP. 2527 followers to be exact! hihihihi and not to mention a lot of people ordering already :( i still have 13 to finish and send after 01 august. HWAAAA so tired and happy at the same timmme!!

that's probably the end of the post.

ONE MORE THING.

i've been going crazy about this song, budapest by George Ezra. you guys should and listen as well.

asdfghjklove,

dabbyh!