Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Save Gaza! ☮

i've been reading a couple of news and seeing a couple of pictures about Gaza lately.
well. not so happy about it. in fact i am angry, mad, pissed off, ballistic, furious, outraged and sad about it. do you know what Shimon Peres said? THIS.
"We don't escalate at all. What Israel is doing is self-defence. We don't have any purpose to conquer Gaza." well listen up, peres. murdering an eleven month old is not self defense. call it whatever the fuck you please but it is not defense. 
does he even know how sad it is seeing little kids losing their parents? or parents losing their kids? tell me ONE thing they did wrong to israelis and i'll delete this post immediately ok? tell me. do they deserve all this? DO THEY? :(
now i know that monsters are real. they're all actually human. :)
so much for world peace and humanity. does humanity even exist anymore? psh. humanity my ass.
i just wish israelis would start acting more human and let real monsters do their job. because it's not yours. :)


Saturday, November 17, 2012

North London is Red!

Arsenal just won from Tottenham! :) the score was 5-2. yeah!
here's a pic of the guy who scored the 3rd goal. my new hero. love you :D

Olivier Giroud. ♥

Thursday, November 15, 2012

Little Things..♥

Your hand fits in mine
Like it's made just for me
But bear this in mind
It was meant to be
And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me

I know you've never loved
The crinkles by your eyes
When you smile
You've never loved
Your stomach or your thighs,
The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine
But I'll love them endlessly

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do
It's you
Oh, it's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things

You can't go to bed without a cup of tea
And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep
And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep
Though it makes no sense to me

I know you've never loved
The sound of your voice on tape
You never want
To know how much you weigh
You still have to squeeze into your jeans
But you're perfect to me

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you,
It's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things

You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you
You'll never treat yourself right, darling, but I want you to.
If I let you know I'm here for you
Maybe you'll love yourself like I love you, oh.

And I've just let these little things slip out of my mouth
'Cause it's you,
Oh, it's you,
It's you they add up to
And I'm in love with you
And all these little things

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you,
It's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all your little things

Wednesday, November 14, 2012


out of all the colours i could write as a blog title...why purple?
because purple is made out of blue and red. which describes how i am feeling right now. about life...love. dreams.
i don't get how a year pass by so fast. faster than a minute. did i lost count or something? because a minute can feel so long yet a year always feels a little too short.
the memories. the laughters. the tears. all of them. the good i did....and the bad.

i don't really depend on friends anymore. because one short year have taught me that they (always) come and go. i think i should believe in myself a little more. i should start realizing that i am no longer a kid and will grow older by days. so...

sometimes i wish i could just. care. less. i tried. sadly i always end up failing. and starting all over again.
why would i want to care less? because caring less mean less fights and less fights mean less tears. but all of the above does not make me love you any less, ky. not a even a little bit. it keeps on growing. i'm not sure my heart will be able to hold them anymore.

dreams. pft. dreams. reality destroyers.
i am not even sure they really come true anymore. maybe they do. but only for lucky people and i am not sure that i am one of them he he. i shall stick with reality then.

it's funny how desperate i sound right now. i forgot when it all started to be bearable. all of them. being sad being mad being wrong and all the shit i used to regret and don't anymore.
i think i'm happier like this. or at least should be.
maybe that's the end of my short, boring post today. i will write sooner. and sound happier.
thank you for reading. much love :)


Saturday, November 3, 2012

so...its been quite some time eh?
here i am. out of things to write. eating tempe goreng in front of a goddamn electric fan so that my hair would dry faster. my hairdryer's fucked. it turns on and off whenever it wants to. it usually turns off when i want to dry my hair so why waste my time and actually try to make that thing turn on when i can just sit nicely in front of an electric fan and blog. :)
ohya happy birthday to om rudi a.k.a ricky's dad a.k.a my future father in law! (yea right i wish ahahahah)
so you guys have missed a lot of fun things! i went to dufan two days ago! hihi it was fun :'D but a pain in the cheek because i banged my head right and left while riding halilintar hihi it wasnt scary at all though i laughed during the whole ride! last night my friends came over to watch Manchester United v Arsenal haha Arsenal lost. felt very sad until we started to play tepok nyamuk (cards).
i recently watched skyfall! it was awesome :--) i'd say its a nine out of ten but again that depends on your taste of movies he he. not to mention the cool soundtrack by adele! also a must download! :D very nice!
god i'm so out of things to write that its getting funny-_-.
i should get going. loljk i'm not going anywhere. i should get some breakfast! hihi